I'm 18 and this is where I write about my problems.. If you don't like it, don't look at it. Lovely..

 

SKINNY SURVEY

hating-her-reflection:

1. Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?
-Thin

2.Are you depressed?
-Yes

3. Ever tried to commit suicide?
-No

4. Ever hurt yourself on purpose?
-Yes

5. Ever been to a psychologist?
-Yes

6. Lost weight?
-Over 20 pounds in 1 year

7. Gained weight?
-A little

8. Have you ever woken up crying, and why?
-Yes, night mares or anxiety.

9. Do you drink?
-Occasionally

10. Do you smoke?
-No

11. Do you take drugs?
-No

12. Does your weight affect your mood?
-All day

13. Do you weight yourself daily?
-Don’t weigh myself anymore, last time I did, I had a panic attack

14. Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)?
-Yes

15. Have you ever skipped a meal?
-Everyday

16. Have you ever spit food out?
-Mhm


HABITS:
[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[ ] I love food
[ ] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[x] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[ ] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[ ] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles
[B] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[ ] I am pear shaped
[x] I am petite
[ ] I have a small upper body