Lovely.

Fasting starting tonight hopefully for 3 days.

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 09:34:26 -0400

Fasting starting tonight hopefully for 3 days.

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Mon, 09 Jul 2012 07:05:27 -0400

You don’t know how much it hurts me when you say things like that to me. Or maybe you do? You...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 06:43:58 -0400

You don’t know how much it hurts me when you say things like that to me. Or maybe you do? You can obviously see the tears running down my face when you make those comments and what do you do???? You ignore it. I want you to kiss me, you never do. But if you do, it’s a little peck, not even a good kiss?

I don’t understand, I just don’t know what to do about this! I feel like you don’t love me sometimes, maybe its just myself..

This needs to be fixed. I lied to you about not wanting to eat because I’m scared! I’m worried you’ll try to make me eat.. I’m worried you’ll get mad at me :(

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Mon, 09 Jul 2012 06:26:13 -0400

justlikeheaven1996: I invite you to my depressing world of...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 06:24:31 -0400

justlikeheaven1996:

I invite you to my depressing world of black and white.

What I think about and say every day..

prettyskinnygirls: http://prettyskinnygirls.tumblr.com/

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 07:11:02 -0400

prettyskinnygirls:

http://prettyskinnygirls.tumblr.com/

fuckitfuckitidontcare:

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 06:41:44 -0400

fuckitfuckitidontcare:

Rant.

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 06:09:15 -0400

Okay, so a lot of things have been going on in my mind lately.. So much so, that I’m feeling on the verge of panic attacks again. First of all, I hate how I look. But not the normal kind of hate, the kind of hate that makes me burst into tears because I am absolutely disgusted by my own appearance. I dislike every little part of me and I know that there is nothing I can do about it. (Ahem, fat ass.) The second thing is the feeling I get that everything could fall apart in a second, one wrong move and I have no boyfriend. One wrong move and I’m stuck in this fucking hell hole for the rest of my life. I gotta stop eating, why do people force me to eat?? Can’t they just leave me alone?! Another thing is the way my mother acts so disappointed in me with every decision I make. Like she should be the one to choose every single step I take, I’m a fucking adult thank you, leave me alone.. As well, I’ve developed a major fear of the scale and I refuse to see what I weigh because I know I cannot change it. My depression is getting worse and all I’m doing about it is looking up weight loss supplements that probably aren’t even shipped to where I live. Rather than going to a doctor to get anti-depressants.

these-insecure-thoughts: 443. “I’m so scared that I’m going to...

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 05:56:05 -0400

these-insecure-thoughts:

443. “I’m so scared that I’m going to end up alone, that no one will ever want me.” - Anonymous

Excess.: Stuck.

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 00:22:13 -0400

Excess.: Stuck.:

e-xcess:

I spent last night crying again. My mum and I were talking then she asked what was wrong because I “looked sad and depressed”. I assured her I was fine, but within a few seconds of saying that I broke down and began to sob.

I cried because I had not felt more alone in years.
I cried because I…

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Thu, 07 Jun 2012 00:14:02 -0400

I’m still depressed; But you don’t know. I still skip meals; You don’t know. I...

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 00:13:00 -0400

I’m still depressed; But you don’t know.

I still skip meals; You don’t know.

I continue to hate myself everyday; You don’t care.

I’m still sick; What you say to me doesn’t help.

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Thu, 07 Jun 2012 00:09:28 -0400