I'm 18 and this is where I write about my problems.. If you don't like it, don't look at it. Lovely..



I can’t even remember when I last signed in to this tumblr account.. Must have been early January, since I said I weighed 109. Now I weigh around 114. 

I’m happier now, although I still suffer a lot from stress and anxiety. 

I no longer starve myself all the time, but I know if I was left alone, I wouldn’t eat anything. That’s the thing, I’m an adult… and everyone is my life practically orders me to eat.

I always regret eating, even if it’s something healthy. 

Wish I weighed 109 again..